ahhhhhhhhhh what an evening. Soooooooooooo cosy. I wish id hadn’t ended.
Nothing much else to blog except for the fact im happy. YAY! Next time, it’s not ending. I don’t care. it’s just not.
I need to get to the dentist asap. Dno what ive done, but ive deffo done something and it doesnt feel all that great.
Nothing much else to say realy.
Niight folks.
I’m slacking as a blogger… again… at the moment.
I’ll try find something funny for you, and when it’s done, I’ma get my story thing up. Xx
What Is It To You?
im so bored. when im bored, i think. thinking isnt something stupid people should do realy, it hurts their head and always, ALWAYS has bad outcomes. So now I’m thinking that I have no many breakup songs, and I have too many songs about people getting cheated on…
Which has now lead me to think about people cheating on me… It’s just kinda like… what would I do? Realy, I don’t think you could ever say exactly what you’d do if you got cheated on. it realy depends on the person cheating on you, and the person they’re cheating with i guess…
The chances are though, if they were honest from the start about it then I’d probably forgive them, expecially if it was just an accident… although, I always think that excuse is jsut totally pure bullshit. You so can’t cheat on someone by accident. An accident is like slipping ovcer or dropping a plate, not getting in bed with someone else or kissing them all night. One kiss yeah, maybe, but not a whole night.
To be honest I think i’d be totally shot down, and It’d take me a while to ever get over it, if ever, and I would genuinely try and forgive, but that again might never happen.
DAMN BREAKUP/PEOPLE HAVING AFFAIRS songs. you’re making me think. This isnt even something I wanna think about, it’s something I hope never happens realy.
I don’t get why people feel the need to cheat. If you’re unhappy with something in the first place wouldnt it be soooo much better to talk about it rather than do something your own way and then jsut cause mroe trouble somewhere down the road???
Plus realy, if you’re cheating with a total stranger, so like, a total hookup, apart from the fact that that is just totally rank, how can you realy enjoy that. Theirs no care or emotion their. Just seems a bit wrong realy.
BLEH!
Laters peepers.
This post has no point other than the fact my music makes me think when im locked away in my house with nothing to do. Xx
Another day, another blog. I saw the sleep doctor this morning. Bleh. I’m on this weird sugar free diet, which basically means, I’m not not getting a single little bit of nutrition now. The only thing I AM allowed out of my current diet is tea and chocolate milk. But thats it. FAIL!
I had a propper junk sesion earlier though, I didn’t see the point in just thowing things away. Nah eh. I paid good money for those things. So I ate them, and technically, right now, I’m possibly on the biggest sugar high I’ve ever been on. After this, it’s all emo.
So, today, since I got home, all I’ve done is watched the Gilmore Girls. How. Fucking. Amaising. I love it. Can’t think of anything to make me more cosy right now. yay.
What the hell is going on with the weather???
URGH!
GO AWAY!
I’m in one of my, I realy want to be a dad moods today. like, right now. not next year or in a few years time. I want kids RIGHT! now. I dont care if people think im too young or too immature or whatever. I want kids.
Please?
Even if they’re just on loan. It’d be soooo fricken awesome.
You know what, right now, I’m finding Luke in the Gilmore Girls pretty hot. Odd, I’m realy not too sure why either. He’s not the kinda person that I think I SHOULD find attractive. hey ho. whatever. He’s still hot…ish.
Anyone wanna bring me like, a bread and butter sammidge. I’d have something with it, but, you know, theirs nothing healthy that I LIKE with my bread.
BLEH!
LaterzZz.
Evening! How is everyone? I’m not gonna post too much tonight, it’ll just be miserable emo depressing whiny little brat kinda stuff most likey. Just want today over now please, thanks.
I had a driving lesson tonight. woohoo. Went realy well. I didn’t stall once!!! YAY! Twas a proud moment pmsl. My dad came on it. Urgh for fuck sack wish he’d just keep his stupped mouth zipped up. No one should talk as much as he did. was just plain old annoying.
I actually ROCK at the whole three point turn thing. I hate sounding cocky or full of myself, but seriously, it’s like, the one thing I’m good at with the car. I wanna so some more. Please?
So, I have a complete new addiction, and I mean, ADDICTION! The Gilmore Girls. Oh. My. God. I love it!!!
And now, I’m in bed, thinking, if someone’s not on msn in the next fifteen minutes, I’m whacking out my bag of maltesars, getting a cup of tea, turning off the light, getting the lava lamp on and snuggling up under my duvet and just spending the whole night watching the Gilmore Girls.
I’m in that kinda mood.
My grandad went into hospital earlier Apparently he took the same tablets twice by accident instead of taking the two seperate ones All because his stupped carer couldnt be bothered to turn up and didn’t even tell anyone she wasn’t going
The sleeplessness has returned as well. FAIL!
Skrewwed.
I’m off… not to bed, but just like, to watch some TV.
Niight. Xx
So, I haven’t blogged on the Haiti Earthquake yet, and I realy should of, I know, so I’m doing it now.
I’m not gonna make demands on anyone, telling people they should donate or anything but I’m gonna ancourage people to donate if they can afford it.
I’m not gonna say anything on it either because nothing I say and nothing I do can make things better. Whats happened is a terrible thing and happened in one of the worse places it could happen.
All I’m gonna do is post up some links to the charities me and my parents have supported and are most important to me.
Meds & Foods For Kids (Donations)
I just think the people of the world should unite in anyway they can to provide any kind of help that they can, whether its in the form of money or the form or prayer. Anything and Everything can help.
I think mine and many other peoples hearts are with the people of Haiti.
Night. Xx
I’m in such a feel good dancy mood tonight. YAY! This year it’s like, impossible for me to be miserable, its just not happening. Well, its happening, but not for more than a few hours at a time. WOOHOO!
You know whats making me realy happy? My lava lamp! Its like, so calm and relaxing and kinda like me realy, you go down, but not for long, and you’re right back up again! and its so warm and light!
So, the big question is, is it actually gonna snow again? I hope not, and I doubt it. I mostly doubt it just because I’m sick of snow now, and I want it to just stay as it is! Snow Free!
My ipod got a little scratch yesterday, but its on the side and to be honest you cant realy see it, its just kinda annoying because ive done so well, almost two months scratch free and it goes and jumps off my bed. literally. i wasn’t even slightly close to it. EVIL!
My house is haunted. I’ve decided theirs no other explenation to the things that have been happening the last few days. On sunday, everyone was shopping and i heard my bedroom door hand flick back up and then my door banged against the wall and then two minutes later i deffinately heard the sound like something falling off my bed or jumping off or something. Weird.
And then last night when we were ALL in the living room the kitchen cuboard opened and the bags rustled in it. What makes me thing its a ghost is that all these things are the kinda things that Sandy used to do. It doesn’t scare me, it actually makes me feel kinda secure thinking/knowing he might be around.
I miss him a lot. I need a new dog now, I realy do. My house is too quite and lonely if no ones here now. Even thought Sandy never seemed to be around when I was home, its so noticable that hes not here now. I don’t like how noticable it is that hes not here anymore. :/
Ahhh well, I know he IS around so thats cool.
I must sound like some weird freak. Moving on.
I have so much college work still to finish. thanks for tidying the living room mum, thanks for hiding/losing so much work. Stick to your dry cleaning, you seem to be more successfull at that!
Nothing much else to say.
Night! Xx
College work is hard sometimes. At least it’s not a bad kind of hard, just a hard kinda hard… At least I llove doing it though… I hope my printer doesn’t run out tomorrow, but I have a very strong feeling that it fill :S please, dear Duke, do not run out of ink for me now… Duke is my printers name by the way… random fact.
So I’m in bed right now, attempting to do some more college work, but I don’t feel like I can realy do any more now. I’ve just kinda passed that stage where it’s impossible to do any more because everything just seems like the same thing.
I’ll whack on some Ashley Tisdale instead… I’m starting to find a very large love for her at the moment. Especially now she’s grown out of her whole High School Musical thing. WOOO! I love her slow, lovey kinda songs… although they’re not so much lovey as hatey… not sure if thats even a work, hatey?
Whatever.
The raaaaiiiiiin, oh my days I love the rain so much. The snow is now completely gone thank god. The world can return to a state of normality now. I say the world, but I mean the uk, seeing as its about the only country that can’t deal with a centimeter or two of snow. FAIL!
So I saw the new Desperate Housewives, and, although I can’t blog you in on this series yet, I have so say, that is one of my untimate all time favorite episodes EVER! SO many classic lines it was unreal.
I realy, REALY need to water Fern the None Ficus before she wilts and dies. I like Fern, she makes my room so much more cosy, and I don’t know how… She’s special. Very special…
SO I think I have to clue you up on my dream last night, because it was so mega weird it was unreal… Basically, I dreamed that me and my two besties were at a Lady Gaga’s wedding because she was our best friend or something and we were her bridesmaids… Her wedding dress in my dream was actually amaising, but I have no idea how it could ever actually work OR be wearable. Basically it was just made out of layers and layers of thousands of pieces or red and black glass shards.
It was so Gaga it was unreal.
So that was it! Not much I know but it was so weird… I realy wish she was one of my friends… The legend.
So nothing much else is going on in my life… I want a job but sitting here and blog whining about it isn’t actually getting me one. Actually, finding them and applying doesn’t seem to help me much either…
Niight My LoOvers. Xx
