Why You Wanna Bring Me Down?

21 03 2010

Seriously completely lost all interest in college now. It really worries me, cuz like a month ago I loved everything about it, and now I don’t have the energy to think about moving even looking through the work ive got to do. I never manage to stick at anything when it comes to education, anything else and I’m 100% the opposite, but when it comes to actually being smart at something, nope.

Totally sucks.

And you know another thing thats shockingly suckish?

Are you sure. Do you realy, REALY wanna know?

Sure. I like boyzone. Yes, I am ashamed of myself. But I just can’t help it! Yeah, you can slap me now. Do your worst.

Moving on.

Seriously have nothing to do but whine about how bored I am of college. it feels like ive learned everything I can actually do now and from now on it’s gonna be maths lessons all over again. Literally, maths lessons, cuz everything we’re doing now is like measurements and scale shit and I just can’t do it.

URGH! it’s so frustrating.

Someone save me from the bordom.

What I wanna do is buy an old derelict house and totally do it up and hopefully, make a decent profit on it… lol. But you need a job to get the money to do that in the first place. URGH! I need a job.

I wanna get out of this house so bad now. Seriously cant spend another year here. No way. it’s totally out of the question. I’ll like, implode. My parents are slowly killing me.

Anyone wanna offer me a lifeline???

I wanna do the lottery. Anyone wanna do the lottery with me? I dont wanna do it on my own.

GAH! and i just lost half the post. Bugger it. Niight. Xo.


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You Can Push Me Out The Window, But I’ll Still Get Back Up

9 03 2010

I need to blog. Maybe I’ll tell you about the stupid t-shirt I’ve got hung on my mirror thats scared the shit out of me every time i’ve woken up in the night for the last four nights. Seriously, it’s white, and when I make up, it seems like someones stood over my bed waiting to stab me.

I’ve freaked out every single night now.

Maybe the logical thing to do would be to move it. I might get around to that at some point…

Totally gutted about missing YMA6. But I’ll still be totally stoked if Bert and Vicki have an amaising night. Love you guys soooo much! You gotta tell me all about it!!!

Tomorrow evening is possibly gonna be a big thing for me… kinda exited. I’ll blog you up on it if and when it happens.

My music choises for today are taking me back to year nine. It feels so weird. All these songs bring back soooo many memories. P!NK – 18 Wheeler is such an epic song. Seriously loving it so much right now. P

I’m gonna propper blast me some YMA6 when I go to bed and hopefully I’ll dream up my own little gig.

So, seriously, is like nothing happening in the world at all? I don’t know, I feel so totally uninformed. Weird. Someones phoned me four times today to sell me the same fucking thing four times, the only difference with it was each time she asked for a different member of my family, and for two people, she said their names wrong. Who did she get wrong? Me, and my mum. I’m not stefan, and my mum is not louis. geeeze is it that hard???

Yeahp, that;s pretty much the most exiting news I have?

Wait, no, what were they selling? Newspapers. I know right? Amaisingly fascinating!


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:(:(:(

9 03 2010

oh. my. god. i don’t think I’ve ever been so miserable lonely in my whole entire life.

I need a hug so bad right now please? anyone? I’m desperate.

Almost finished the Gilmore Girls as well, which means theirs absolutely fuck all too do.

Can’t beleive I’m missing YMA6.

Laters. Xx


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Oh Oh Oh How Was I Supposed To Know?

8 02 2010

It’s monday night. Which means tomorrow, it will be tuesday night. How much does that suck? It feels like it should be wednesday night now! I’m bored of this week. My head hurts. My neck hurts. I need sleep! I want half term or whatever next week is. It IS next week I have off, right?

So hows everyones mondays been? Mine was pretty lamish realy. The nec sucked hairy toes! what a waste of my time, got so close to getting ONE catalogue and the woman decided I wasn’t worthy. Worthy of what, exactly? owning a few pieces of paper off of a tree. I was only gonna chop it up anyway.

WHAT is with the snow? WHY is it back? Is it PLANNING on staying cold AGAIN? I think it can just go please.

I have ideas for my egypt mood board at least :D yay, but first, I HAVE to finish my other work, which I just dont feel like doing. bleh bleh bleh.

My parents wanna know when I’m getting married and giving them grandkids… eeeeeerm. moving on.

I need money.

I’m for sale. Bidding starts at 50p.

And now, I’m sleeping.

Niight


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Hey Hey!

21 01 2010

I’ll do anything as a distraction, apparently. Shameful, I know, but I just can’t help it…

I’m on me sofa, watching Desperate Housewives, trying to do college work but finding hundreds and hundreds of distractions. Its not good. I know that I should do something about it but I just can’t. Its part of me.

Shockingly, I even chose conversation with my dad over doing the work. Weird, seeing as me and my dad barely talk to each other normally… Whateves…

I can see hundreds and hundreds of posts today I think. I’m kidding, by the way, wouldn’t wanna spam up me own blog or anything like that.

I think ima go for a shower in a minute… WOO! SHOWER.

So, yeah, random update on my pitiful existance. Love y’all. Laters. Xx


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Morning Post Thing

17 12 2009

I’m morning blogging today. wow this doesn’t happen so often. shockers!

not so pleased today. My dad decided to wake me up this morning because he thought I was dead. yeah right. he wanted to wake me up because I wasnt awake and he was. fucker. and then he decided to make me a cuppa tea to say sorry. thats not a way to says sorry, thats a form of torture. My dad makes the worst tea EVER!

on the bright side, I didnt have any dreams last night. woohoo. so I slept good.

I have absolutely nothing to do. miserably bored right now. I want my allowence, then I can go and spend it on shit ill play for like three days and then be sick of. thats pretty much what I do with everything.

I need some new boxsets. I realy do. I dont even have any tv left to watch :(

If my dad wasnt home Id haul my duveee downstails and snuggle up on the couch and watch tv but that annoys the hell of out my dad so im confined to my room. MEH!

anyone fancy sending me an email of giving me a call or something? anyone? honestly. thats so random, i know, but thats how bored I am.

shockingly, Ive EVEN done my schemeboard for college, so I dont even have anything collegy to worry about now. MEH!

and im kinda bored of my music. :( the misery of being me.

Ill blog later if I ent turned into stone or something.

Love ya. Xx


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The Super Mega Gonna Be So Freaking Disappointing Post

1 11 2009

wow. back to college so soon. yay. holiday over. new start.

im so happy and snug right now. i mean, ive been so happy all dy, but now im content to just snuggle up in bed and watch live dvds. watched avils, and now im onto mika. still not got bored of them yet.

i watched the nightmare before christmas earlier. i think it was necessary and about time. it had been a while, and, to be fair, it was Halloween yesterday, and Christmas is coming up. it totally made sence to get some post Halloween pre christmas filmage in.

i swear their is so much Interior Design work ive got to do before tomorrow, but for some reason I thought id done it all. hey. whatever. no way is it going to get done today. not now im so happy n warm n snug.

internet dating. what a fuckin piss take. haha so random. but seriously, it is. i mean, how desperate do you gotta be to even turn to it. meh.

urgh i had all these plans to write a giant new funny post but meh, im to tired, plus, i haven’t got anything funny to write.

so meh.

night.

xo.


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All I Wanted Was You

25 10 2009

sat in bed, bored, thinking… should I post as soppy post?… who knows… it doesnt feel like its gonna to be one of those posts…. i dont have a clue.

feelin kinda bum. :/ blah… maybe this is gonna be an emo post… not sure at all…

i miss people too much… i miss my friends cuz they ent here pretty much at my doorstep, i miss not being able to text them all day everyday… i miss our msn chats… i miss them. its like… i don’t know… having your vital organs taken away… i can’t function without them… :s

and i miss my boy friend… i miss him like… ahh this is gonna sound cliche, but fuck it… i miss him like their arn’t even words to discribe… i never thought love was real, but i guess i’ve been proved wrong… i always thought i was too much of a selfish bastard to love someone more than i love myself, but apparently not… does that mean i’m not a selfish bastard any more? :S… not sure…

i miss my ipod to. damn fucker. come back to me, my prescious… how do people live without their ipods… how to people cope if theyve never owned one… i don’t think i could…

‘you treat me just like, another stranger!’

sometimes thats exactly how i feel. its bad i know, but i do. theirs just moments i have with absolutely everyone where it kinda feels like im being pushed out or ive missed something or ever ive changed and somethings just not right.

‘we’re not at the end but, we already won’

now i think thats just about one of my untimate favorite lyrics… it makes me feel safer, and kinda more secure… just. wow. it makes me feel like i dont need to always be trying harder or trying to beat something because realy ive already won, that just ‘being’ means im fine. maybe thats just the lazy way out… who knows… i have no idea, but i just like feeling like i can’t do wrong because no matter what im where im supposed to be.

i miss morning texts. theirs absolutely NOTHING at all that i love more than waking up and having texts. its just, i dont know, i just love it. actually, their are things i love way more, but that was for emphasis. i love morning texts because im never more honest than when i am when ive first woke up and my minds not working properly… :D

it makes me feel loved, and wanted…

sad… i know… but hey!

x.

i love morning emails too… i always check my emails on ma phone right after i check my texts…


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Spaz Crazy

24 10 2009

wow. i never knew having a free house could be soooooooooooo boring!!!

BORING! BORING!! BORING!!!

i have absolutely NOTHING! to do. all ive done since i got home was lie on my bed blasting music. i mean, not that im complaining, cuz, music rocks! but im running out of stuff i want to listen to.

its kinda frustrating… ive cleaned my room, made a pizza (from scratch) made cookies (from scratch) hovered the house, showered, then eaten said cookies n pizza (yes in that order) walked my dog and phoned my little cousin, and thru all of that i had music on. now ive got nothing, and still got over half a dag to kill.

save me please.

seriously. conversation, anything, its all welcome right now. otherwise im gonna go spaz crazy.

save me… please?


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Commitmentations

6 10 2009

wow. just made the biggest commitment of my life so far… ever!

i bought a website! :D

yay!

so im now officially www.untoldlie.co.uk

im kinda tardy brained today.

now feeling too inspired…

and i need a wee.

just sat in my bed in the dark with ma lava lamp on (its red and blue) and ma ipig rockin out some youmeatsix :D kiss and tell…

hummm.

college was kinda suckish today. didnt do any work, and it was cold, and i was tired.

YAWN!

ill blog some coolness laters… cuz like i said… brain farted right now…

P!nk 1

Just too add some interest to this shitty little post… a pic of p!nk… =D


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