I Won’t Stop…

Super crazy mega early waiting at the busstop good morning to ya people. Hows it going?

So I havent blogged again for the last few days. Im shit. I know. I have other things to do… A life? Maybe…

Probably not though…

I has a busy day today. Just got on the bus. Wooo. Now i’m off to get a camera, then I’ll be home, then I should be off with a friend to get her new glasses, then I’ve got a friends birthday, so i’ll still be out, and then, im sleeping somewhere, but not at mine… Not too sure where yet though…

Life’s always got something happening around me.

I think it’s called chaos.

P!nk next thursday. Omg omg omg, multipy to an ammount that would make an impact. I know right? Super exiting stuff? Ayayayayay.

Ooooo can’t believe I forgot my new, super big news.

Me, I, your lord and leader, blogging idol, super fuckable hot, stephen/untoldlie, now has a job.

I know!

Shocking. All these many long months of cold, heartless, blog bullying and I finally got a job.

I’m gonna have pocket change again now!

Woooo.

So, thats in from me, for now.

Over and out.

Xx.

P.s. So what just came on, nearly wet myself.

(Y) ThIs Is HoW wE dAnCe! (Y) – Nokia E71

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Their’s A Lot Of Truth In Lies…

You were like the crash of thunder
Echo’ed through my darkest nights
You awaken all my senses,
Made me feel alive
Even if we try to fight it
We know that the sparks will fly
Cause in the end where just two
People, Destined to collide

Like stone hearts
And hand grenades
You and I, Are not the same
There is nothing i would change
Where stone hearts
And hand grenades

All my lonely
You blow it all away
And when you need me
I will keep you safe

After all the dust has settled
We lift eachother of the ground
I carry you a million miles
I’ll never let you down (No)
Theres alot of strength in weakness
Theres alot of truth in lies
But in the end where just
Two people, Destined to collide

Like stone hearts
And hand grenades
You and I, Are not the same
There is nothing i would change
Where stone hearts
And hand grenades

All my lonely
You blow it all away
And when you need me
I will keep you safe

All my lonely
You blow it all away
(away ,away,away, yeah yeah )

Like stone hearts
And hand grenades
You and I, Are not the same..
There is nothing i would change
Stone hearts
And hand grenades

Stone hearts
And hand grenades

All my lonely
You blow it all away
When you need me
I will keep you safe

All my lonely
You blow it all away
When you need me (when you need me)
I will keep you safe
(I will you safe)

All my lonley
You blow it all away
When you need me
I will keep you safe

All my lonley
You blow it all away
When you need me.

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Forgive Me I’m Trying To Find…

It’s actually amaising just how difficult trying to make other people happy actually is. And these days, thats all I feel like I do. I just waste myself away trying to keep everyone happy and it just doesn’t feel like I get all that much back from most people.

Well, I give up on that. From now on, fuck it, I’m gonna be a selfish little bitch and just think all about myself and nothing but myself.

Why? Because I’m too tired and feeling to shit to bother with other people now. It’s just running me down 24/7 all the time and I just can’t do with it.

Sometimes, I think their’s only so much you can do for other people, and sooner or later, you reach a limit.

Now, I’ve reached my limit.

‘Nuff Said.

And in other news… Fuck all is happening. YAY!

Got another Job interview tomorrow. woohoo. And thats about it really I guess.

Love you all.

Night.

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I Don’t Wanna Be Alone Tonight…

So guess who forgotted to blog yesterday? Well shameful, I know. I’m sorry!

But then, if I had blogged anything yesterday, it would of probably turned out to be self centered emo whinings, which really, we just don’t want now, do we?

I has a job interview thing soon, so fingers crossed.

Hopefully I’ll blog something later…

Xx.

(Y) ThIs Is HoW wE dAnCe! (Y) – Nokia E71

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I Feel No Sympathy

Ello Ello Ello.

So it’s sunday already, huh? Time flies right? That’s what they tell me anyway, and it does seem fairly true on the odd occasion.

I have to say that I totally disagree with that saying today though… I’ve been up for hours, and it feels like a whole day has passed, and yet it’s only just 10am right now.

Fail :\

So i’ve about 80% cleaned my room, made a cuppa tea, and now I’m cranking up the Paramore and attempting to do some writing… It isn’t going to bad. Woo. I’ve writted about, I don’t know, 70 words, and finally thought up an OKish mans name.

Ended up going with Taylor.

It was split between that and Lazerous… Taylor seemed the taimer, more sensible option, plus I could see me getting supper pissed if I had to keep writing Lazerous…

Plus Lazerous implies something quite strong and powerfull and manly. And really my characters is nothing more than a spacky gay sissy.

Just saying.

I strongly dislike chosing men’s names! I really do…

What else has I got to say anyway?… Errrm…

Oh yeah, how could I forget. I have an interview later! Go me.

Don’t wish me luck, I dislike it when people do that…

But yeah, probably won’t let you know how that one goes anyway, don’t wanna curse it.

Gonna go nows.

Until we meet again peepers. Xx.

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Shaken Up :(

So, my days kinda shitty today to be honest. I’ve broke my ds, which really sucks for reasons I can’t be blendered to go into, and then when I was walking to my boyfriends, one of the scariest things ever happened to me.

Basically, someone tried to mug me. Dirty fucking cunthole didn’t get anything but still, they tried!

Was horrible.

They like, put their arm through my bagstrap and pulled my backwards. Good old sturdy bag refused to break though! So then I screamed and they just kinda dragged my a tiny bit and then just let go and ran.

They were like 6ft, and were wearing a blue hoodie that said lifeguard on it, with black jeans or trackies or something, an england scarf and shiiiiiny blue trainers, like, the kind footballers wear.

Gah was horrible. Thank god the road wasn’t too far away!!!!

And, at least I’m safe, and has a great epic terrifying scream.

(Y) ThIs Is HoW wE dAnCe! (Y) – Nokia E71

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This Is How We’ll Stand

My eye hurts EVEN MORE!!! Stephen is so not happy right now. At the moment I’m in the car with dad stuck behind another car that, no joke, is going 20 in a 50 area.

So ridiculous. Stupid hairy foreskin shouldn’t even be on the freaking road.

AND to make my day worse, everywhere I go all I see is football.

I couldn’t give a handbreak whether England win or lose to be honest, I really couldn’t.

The world is a joke. It really is. Football is so pointless and just such a wastle of time, money and energy. Their’s so many beneficial things people could be doing with their and instead they chose to watch a couple of sissy pretty boys whinge and whine and fight and, on the odd occasion, kick a little whine ball around.

Really? So where’s the fun in that? Please, someone enlighten me. I beg you.

At least i has paramore to blast in the car :D that’s always a plus.

Right, now, before I forget, I has to say about my driving lesson yesterday.

Firstly, tony got pissed with me for not seeing an ambulence behind me that didn’t have the siren or lights on, so I shouted back, which then provocted him to randomly open a window and shout at someone ”you filthy chav”

Was so random.

Then, coming back into my town, I had to stop and the man in the car behind did like a ffs sake come on kinda gesture and tony just went off on one sticking his fingers up at him and swearing and everything. Was so random, and embaressing to be in a car with him.

He really acted like a chav himself.

Well, thats all I think I’ve gotta say.

Laters.

Xx.

(Y) ThIs Is HoW wE dAnCe! (Y) – Nokia E71

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11 June, 2010 21:39

So tonight I watched the last episode of friends. Can’t remember how longs its been since I last saw it, but wow I forgot just how much Friends can make me cry.

Such a fucking amaising series… Really have no idea where the hell the world would be without it. So amaising. Such perfect characters. So influencial.

I think Friends has set a standard that still hasn’t been beated, and to be honest, I hightly doubt whether it actually will.

Haven’t got all that much to blog about at the moment. It’s kinda hard to have anything much to blog about while your ill… Bleh.

Reading Howl’s Moving Castle at the moment and still working on my story, plus a new, mini one, which I also can’t wait to finish.

Fingers crossed this weekend is gonna be spend dedicated to writing and college work.

However, that really is just a fingers crossed…

Knowing me I’ll manage to pass the day counting the ammount of leaves on my plan or something… I seem tok have a great knack for delaying things and putting things off.

My eyes worser now :( which really sucks, but I’m totally determind for it to get better ASAP cuz im just totally sick of it.

Gonna go sleeps now, feels like it’s been a long day. Hopefully I’ll remember to update about my driving lesson tomorrow, seeing as it was preeeettttyyyyyy eventful.

Niight. Xo.

(Y) ThIs Is HoW wE dAnCe! (Y) – Nokia E71

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They Taped Over Your Mouth…

so at the moment, I’m writing, like, really really writing. I’ve actually got more than one character and they’ve got personaility and I’m actually getting stuff down on paper.

But anyway, bascially, I’m writing again, finally, after such a long time, and what I’m writing is very, very music based and inspired.

I’m hoping that I can maybe get as many videos of songs on here as possible, for the songs that are really inspiring me.

So, here goes with my first video.

It’s crushcrushcrush, and so far seems to be one of my biggest bases for my story, along with Monster by Lady Gaga. The line from this song is ”They Taped Over Your Mouth, Scribbed Out The Truth With Their Lies.” And the line from Gaga’s is, ”He Ate My Heart And Then He Ate My Brains”

Enjoy ;)

Love You All.

The Bigger Bean ;)

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