Untold Lies

Hey guys.

Kinda a sad day, today, when I think about it.

Never thought I’d be writing my last propper post here anytime soon, but then, I never thought today would happen…

Things change… Life changes…

Some things have to end for new things to begin.

Today’s a day of endings.

Today, their has been no beginnings.

All I know is that this isn’t the end for me. Well, it is an end, the end of the beginning, which then, I guess it always makes today a beginning…

The Beginning of the End?

I’ve loved blogging here so much, and I hope, one day, I’ll start something new, and hopefully, that’ll be sooner rather than later. Hopefully, no promises.

Maybe some of you are wondering why I’m finishing this here, now, today?

Well, I guess when I started this I was a very different person, and in the last year or so, so much has changed and, while some absolutely amaising things have happened, some aweful things have happened also…

And at the moment, it really seems like the bad overshadow the good, and I just wanna take a break from everything and sort things out and then, when I’m ready, make a fresh start.

Before I completely finish everything up, I wanna give a few shout outs just here. The first ones to my uncle, who’s such an amaising man, but at the moment is seriously ill in hospital, because he had a stroke.

And a second to his family, who are some of the strongest people ive ever know, and truely live by the mottow ”Together We Stand!”

So… I really feel like I should say something else.

I have nothing left to say…

I’m not going out on a complete sad face though.

I’ve loved blogging for all of you, and thanks for sticking with it

I love you!

”Does The Walker Chose The Path, Or The Path Chose The Walker?” – Garth Nix (The Abhorsen Trilogy)

When you think about it, the world is kinda like a giant bogie, and space is like an even bigger nostril, with millions of other bits and bobs floating around in it.

I guess before I go any further, I should probably point out right now that I have no idea where this is going…

Space needs a good picking. It’s starting to get full and icky and things need sorting out now.

Totally lost the plot of this post already. Fuck sake.

Anywoooky, like I said before, their’s gonna be lots of new stuffs happening as soon as I can make it happen, which i just can’t wait to do! At the moment, I’m not gonna make any promises, but hopefully, it’ll happen sooner rather than later.

Honestly, I’m not sure who exactly it’s gonna appeal too, or if it’s even gonna work, but you gotta try things out to know? Right?

Quite exited to be honest.

That’s all I’m gonna say right now though.

Until we meet again. X.

(Y) ThIs Is HoW wE dAnCe! (Y) – Nokia E71

Hello my bloggable lovers. A new dawn, a new day. Weyhey! Been doing lots of writing, had a few ned idea for bits and bops for the blog world etc etc. Lots of new and exiting stuff will fingers crossed be coming soon!!! Wooo!

Can’t wait.

Gotta sort my laptop out asap though. It’s not being the most functionable thing at the moment.

But yeah, lots of exiting ideas coming. I think people will likes.

I feel ace at the moment. Life is good. Woo! Why?

No real reason, I just feel pretty comfortable now. I don’t feel like every breath I take is being judged and I don’t feel like everything I say or do is going to result in an arsy bitch fit.

Never realised that being alive and happy could be so easy.

Back to work soon. Shockingly, I can actually wait!!!! I really like work. It’s fun and interesting. Woo!

Not much else to say really.

I’m back to blogging again for now though! Why? Because I have stuffs to say at the moment.

Still loving me lots of p!nk. That girl just never gets boring! Ever. Looooove her so much. Not sure what I’d do without her music…

Well, over and out!

I have stuff to write!

Laters.

(Y) ThIs Is HoW wE dAnCe! (Y) – Nokia E71

Sometimes, you have to make decisions. One of those decisions is whether you’re gonna make yourself happy, or if you’re gonna make everyone else happy.

Some people spend their whole lives making everyone else happy, never having time to theirselves or doing anything to their own benefit.

Others spend their whole lives caring only about themselves, treating everyone else like shit and never having consideration as to how anyone else feels and never considering the side effects of their decisions.

Then their are people who live more of a balance. These people consider things and weigh out the pros and cons. They make decisions that will appeal to as many as possible, while still trying to keep others happy. These kinds of people are very rare, and even when they do exist, they are mostly still labeled as self-centered and selfish, inconsiderat, problem-causing, spineless twats.

Sometimes people have to make a decision and follow it through because no matter what happens, no ones gonna be happy. Then, either way, they are seen as the enemy. They’re the problem causer.

Except for, they’re not. They’ve just took it on themselves to get things over with and make the only decision that is available, that everyone else could probably already see coming but were too unwilling to be the one to say it.

Decisions are happening all the time. They’re always being made. They’re always causing problems and arguments and breakdowns in relationships.

Mostly, the decisions that most cause the breakdowns and arguments are the ones that have become unavoidable.

People always need someone to blame, and mostly, they re blind to what they themselves have done wrong. They cause the problems and the arguments and then, when someone does the unavoidable, they shun all the hate and blame on them.

A decision is a decision.

Sometimes, people need to take a breath and live with it, and try and see where they’ve gone wrong.

Throwing names and slamming doors is never the solution, just the lead up to another decision…

(Y) ThIs Is HoW wE dAnCe! (Y) – Nokia E71

So I haven’t blogged for a few days again… Why? ‘Cuz i’ve been a wee bit busy.

Sad times, I know, but meh, whatever.

This week is even more busier. Shockers.

Why?

Finishing college, getting a job, seeing p!nk on thursday and trying to make arrangements for Dorset.

Busy Busy Busy.

But, I’ll write something soon… or try. xx.

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