Don’t Try To Tell Me What To Do, Don’t Try To Tell Me What To Say!
evening again people!
Weekends are realy starting to turn into a love/hate relationship with me. kinda like marmite, although thats pretty much all hate.
On the one hand I have xfactor to look forward to, but at the same time, that gets less and less each week… now all I have left to love is Joe, and yeah, i realy, REALY love him but i’m scared hes gonna go now, and then tv will be all shit and no flush.
todays been realy, realy sucky, and yet strangely good at the same time… weird. started watching Ugly Betty, so ive managed to develop yet another love for yet another american tv program. shockers.
i might as well be american realy. but i dont realy like the accent, so maybe not.
urgh i have a headache, again. ive blates got a brain tumour or something and im just gonna go over one day. on the bright side thought, THE WINDS KINDA-ISH back!!!!
hooooraaaaaaaah!
i did some interior design work earlier. shockers. i did work.
on the down side, my rooms suck a freaking mess. like, its in a state it has never before seen. i physically cant stand on the floor.
everything has an up and a down.
like a sea saw… wait, how do you spell that?! HELP!
anywho, bed now… or not… more like Ugly Betty time…
xx.
The X-Factor One
Evenin Folks.
So, its that time again… you know, the time after the xfactor kids have sang and before voting… i hate this time. i hate waiting… although, today, wow they mostly sucked. and thats sucked sucked. the suckiest of sucking.
except for one person. Joe. can he get any better?! I think so. hes now the only contestant in the history of xfactor that has managed to get me to sit through their whole performance without saying a single word.
and as if his voice wasnt good enough, he just has to go and be pretty good looking AND it seems like he has an amaising personality too!
I want/need a Joe… maybe both.
ahhh sad times.
wow everyones so quiet tonight. its so weird. lonely much? so im just sat on my bed listening to Evanescence… weird how much im into them at the moment… not a bad thing though realy.
I think i should stop watching X Factor… i eat to much when I watch it… today, while watching, I ate a Pizza, a bag of microwave popcorn, a family size bag of maltesars and a big slice of chocolate cake… its just not good… x factor is like some kinda of anti diet.
soooo… lol… im off now, but its possible that I may blog later, who knows, it all depends where the cookie crum blows…
Bitch Fit Fast Approaching
ello ello.
wow, can’t beleive I forgot to blog anything yesterday. sad times and sorry. But their were good reasons for it realy… I had a lot on. and a lot of other stuff went on too… oh the mystery.
wooo, not got much planned today… going up to my loversssssss house for a bit, so probably a nice cuppa tea and snuggle up on the bed and shizzz like that.
then come home and I’m thinking I should realy, REALY do some Interior Design work… but the last week or so, i’ve been feeling realy, realy uncreative and uninspired. bleh.
ohhhhhh and I should realy clean my room.
I’m loving how this blog isnt so much anything with a point that people realy want to read as it is just a checklist of things for me to do.
righty now im gonna grab a nice shower, which means ima gonna have to get nekked… probably grab a cuppa tea as well and blast a bizzle of paramore… wait. even better. ima gonna watch the live dvd. plan.
i miss the wind. i was so bummed yesterday when it was gone. im thinking and hoping that itll come back. yaya.
laterssss.
Xx
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wow… i swear I had one of the best dreams of my life ever earlier, so wish it was true, or a vision of the future. I realy do… all me and Bert have to do now is keep an eye out for some irish twins called Mike and Andy… 
I think we can do that.
Had a pretty stress free day today, it was great… ive kinda like, done the odd thing, then slept in between everything. its great.
Micheal McIntyres Hello, Wembley is pretty freaking amaising. that man always manages to make me smile…
moving on. I’ve decided fuck it, I’m gonna be as shallow as I want from now on… and why the hell not…
At least I can be shallow and still be adorable?… right?…
Xx.
Six Feet Under The Stars
heyaaaaaaaa peoplesssssss.
another day is here. yay! and its still windy, so i’m pretty happy.
my mum went out this morning and bought me Micheal McIntyre’s Hello, Wembly. YAY! Just about to watch it so hoping its realy good.
I realy, realy, realy should clean my room, but I realy, realy, realy don’t feel like it. ahhh sad times.
Ohhhhh and she bought me Milkybar Yoghurts…. the bestest. yay. I’m gonna have one of them tooo. and maybe some shortbead…
In a bizzle
Xx.
”Why Don’t You Stand Up, Be A Man About It?”
Ahhhhhh dang toot it. i forgot Id started a story blog… dammnit it didnt even last three posts. thats a record for suckyness… sorryyyyy, ill try and keep it going… but theirs pretty much no hope… so maybe I could turn it into something better… not sure what though…
soooo… wowy, spent today playing retro real old school super mario and loved it. I WANNA GO AGAIN!!! please?
havent had that much fun in a few days! the awesomeness of old school shit… stuff was so much better then… kinda… some stuff sucked…
right now I’m sat in bed listening to some older school paramore… and can’t stop loving it! can’t wait to see them in December, but its kinda weird… it doesnt feel like I’m actually seeing them again. wow. so can’t wait.
So, I’m thinking maybe I should start writing my christmas list now… but at the same time, I can’t realy afford all that much stuff for people so I’m thinking about skipping on christmas… oh the decisions…
Nah ill do christmas… ill just have to steal the money off of my parents. urgh.
christmas money =D cant wait… then i can save it and spend it on something gurdddddd…
like merchandise…
I wanna get some beanbags for my room… i want a cow one, and a piggie one, and maybe a turtle one… ok so I just want some realy crazy ones… what I realy want… realy, REALY want.. are all time low bean bags… now THATS what id call the perfect bag of beans…
the winds kinda calmed down… now I feel sad… 
on the plus side, a tree actually DID fall down… kinda… ok so a bush disappeared… literally, disappeared. it was their went I went to play Mario, it was gone when I got back…
ah well, I wanted my parents to get rid of it anywho, and now its gone… thank you wind… or weird hedge stealing freako. you’re like, my new secret invisible and unknown best friend.
just, not as special as all the losers that read this… i love you more…
Xx
”I’ve Had My Fire And I’ve Been Burned…”
… ”But I Wouldn’t Trade The Pain For What I’ve Learned…”
G’day mates. Its early again… I don’t even want or have to be up at this time… I planned in staying in bed ALLLLLL day today, but, like normal, the one day i CAN stay in bed is the one day my mind refuses to let me.
I have noooooooooooooooooo idea what interesting things are happening today… sad times…
Its still windy though, and I’m loving that!!! the wind keeps me perkyish…
You know what U realy want? I want left 4 dead 2, but at the same time it kinda worries me because apparently theirs a clown zombie on the back cover or something, and that realy, realy scares me… as if clowns arnt bad enough they HAVE to make it into a zombie. brrrrr… ill just wait for my brother to get and then play it then.
I realy, REALY don’t feel like going to college tonight, I dont have energy and we wont be doing anything now anyway. bleh.
I could do some interior design work right now, but I dont have all the stuff to do that either. blehhhhh.
Bleh… Maybe tomorrow morning will be better…
Xx
”Give Me Therapy”
Today, right now, at this precise moment, I’m thinking maybe I should get a therapist.
Wow what a way to start the day… or night… its night… what a way to start a post is what I mean… pmsl.
sorry. i just feel a bit shitty today… so this is probably gonna be some whiny emo kid post. so im apolagising now… i cant even spell the word. what a rehtard i am.
I don’t like coming home and now having a dog anymore… its weird… my house feels mega empty when im here on my own now. and I don’t even feel safe now… which is stupid, because my dog wouldnt do shit anyway. i need a new dog. i need a pugggggggg. trying to convince my parents its a good idea… they disagree.
ill get my pug if its the first thing i do.
wow and my ears being stupid again… i realy should get it checked out. urgh.
i want some green and red lights for my room… and some new posters, and some shelves, and some beanbags…
i want a hug… a man hug… lol… anyone game? wow my blogs turning into some kind of online hugstitution now.
good day tomorrow me hopes… either sleep or seeing berttttttt and kevvvvvv. yay. lots of old school game action…
wow i just found out theirs a re-tweet button and I DON’T GET ONE! pissers! although, its probably for the best… I weet wayyyy to much anywhoozers, so they probably figured i dont need a re-tweeter…
its windy windy windy… yay. maybe a tree will fall down… id like that… not sure why… i just want a tree down…
Xx
